All of me.

2010-10-10T21:05:00.001+08:00

Tumbling down.

2010-09-22T19:08:00.005+08:00

HAHA im finally updating again. Cos im super bored. School's been very long okay, not like im so free to post all the time. HAHAHA. My tumblr's dead too, but i think this is easier to update. For now. Hope Mrs Tey gets well soon (:
EOY's in like what, 8 days? She cant pang seh us like thissssss :(
Immabe immabe immaimmaimmabe.
There's double chem tomorrowwwwwwwww I need to think of something to bring to school to entertain myself.
Im in serious need to bring my DSLR out again, I WANT TO GO OUT!!!! Sheesh. Im lovin' life w/o CCA, seriously. After EOY's we'll all be deprived of life :( HAHAHAHAHA. SYF SUCKZXC.

STAYING BACK TO STUDY TOMORROW! (Y)

I can see the edge, but I cant take the fall.

2010-08-23T20:21:00.004+08:00

Sometimes life just sucks when you think about it. When you think about how everything and everyone seems to be going against you.

School was okay. Choir suckeeeeeeed, looking forward to choir camp only cos of the hotel and the hope of seeing my dear eye candy again. ahahaah. tomorrow should be fun, I hope. :/

Testing.

2010-08-19T18:31:00.002+08:00

Posting from another account cos im lazy (: HAHAHAH. Today was awesome stuff lah, HUM lesson. Watched the communist version of Beat it and other stuff HAHAHAHA laughed until face super red. Did experiment TRITATION during chem. Sian lah always over shoot. :( Anyway. Went to eat w/ Nat and Mel @ subway, ran around asking Wei Xuan Brandon and Shaun their answers for bio test. Kinda easy actually. I was doing doing doing then suddenly - end of test - then i looked at the clock only like 10 mins had gone by HAHAHAHAHA. Extra hum lesson passed super fast. I dont mind having hum lit and bio the whole day can. LOL. And I really thought today was Friday :(
THERES MATH HOMEWORK AHHHHH DAMMIT. :(

Im set.

2010-08-18T17:38:00.003+08:00

I LOVE YOU BEN! WOOOOO (L)

Tuition later, boringgggggggggggggggggggggggg.

Yesterday's math carnival was EPICCCCCCCCCCC. The stupid math profeciency test thingie thing thing. HAHAHA. After that was fun (: CUTE GUY WITH NICE HAIR (Y)
HEEHEE. ^^ Laughed like crazy lah yesterday. "How many balls do you want?"
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH. I still want that bear >:(

Today's soccer was one word. Muddy.
16 vs 11 ley wthhhhhhh! Or 10. LOL. Super slippery and muddy. was super scary. Super. AND I WAS THE ONLY ONE WHO WALKED OUT OF THERE WITH SPARKLY SHOES. But i slid in mud and kicked the ball. My shoes are awesome. (Y) HAHHAHAHA. Everything else was boring. Bio was super funny. We wanted to kill the ah beng and ah lian HAHAHAHAHA.
Okay tomorrow's gonna suck. Hope extra HUM is fun. *crosses fingers*

Cos my heart keeps falling faster.

2010-08-16T21:41:00.002+08:00

YESTERDAY WAS AWESOME SUFF.
THE CLICK FIVE.

DID THE HEART SHAPE THING ON TOP OF MY HEAD AND BEN NOTICED AND HE POINTED AT US AND SMILED , NODDED AND WAVED (:
WOOOOOOOOOOO. KYLE CAME. :D ETHAN SQUEEZED MY HAND. JOEY SHOOK MY HAND AND SMILED AT ME. JOE SIGNED MY PASS. 3 out of 5 signed. WHATEVER I HAD AN AWESOME TIME :DD:D

But BLG will always be number one, dont worry Paul (L) (:

School today was okay. Didnt really do much during choir. The ABRSM person kept calling me HAHAHA. I should start blogging again. Cos my diary entries are like, the same everyday.
Dont know if i dare to do the announcement tmr. All Alicia's fault. TSKKK.
HAHAHA

NGEE ANN POLY MATH TOMORROW! NO CHINESE ! :D :D:D WOOOOO (Y)

Aye.

2010-08-13T22:25:00.003+08:00

Super duper ultra super uber mega couldnt be bothered to update. But im sad now so I shall. Usually stuff like this goes to the priv. blog. But no one reads this anyway. Lol.
I really dont know if I should. Should I?
Gah.

I will go the distance.

2010-07-28T14:48:00.002+08:00

Heh i decided to post agian HAHAHA. Morning chionged la seriously. Lessons were v.boring. Chinese test as usual the first 2 parts sure fail lah. other than that, the compre, still okay. Copied everything. I copied out the whole second paragraph HAHAHAH damn retarded lah wtheck. so had lesser time for recess cos test took so long. CE was okay lah signed the banner thing HAHAHA Hafiz wrote his name there. Tskkkk. English was okay and her hair is really really purple it's freaky. Ate MOS in the car, here now. Gonna watch CSI trilogy laterrrr so maybe I'll take a nap or something ^^
Heehee.

(:

2010-07-27T17:05:00.002+08:00

Posting after super long HAHAHA. Went to Xin Wang w/ aud today. Then went to Soghurt. Heehee. Chinese test tmr sure fail. I think sooner or later my blog's never ever gonna get updated. Seriously. LOL.

BOOO. HAHAH

2010-07-20T15:11:00.002+08:00

HAHAH HI IM STILL HERE. Just super super lazy to post. I hope we get to play soccer again tomorrow. HAHAH okay im gone BYE . *poof*

It was worth it in the end.

2010-07-10T18:34:00.002+08:00

HI HI HI HI HI. Havent been posting in a long time but no one reads this anyway. HAHAHAH.
Been really busy w/ the debate prep and stuff, against dunman high.
Today was really awesome lah, met all the debators @ Macs @ 715, HAPPY MEALZZZZ (Y)
Walked to Nan Hua, the opening part was okay. But very long. Debate WAH SCARY LAH.
BUT THEY SUPER SUPER SUPER FRIENDLY YAY YAY YAY ^^
We won :D :D :D But kudos to the proposition as well. (:
Really really pissed off with the judges about poetry slam though. The system is screwed. And the mocking bird debate also. Screwed judge. OH WELL.
Aft that went to cityvibe to eat, ate fromage. Went up to the arcade, wore zack's shirt. THEN HE WENT HOME WITHOUT IT HAHAHAHAHAHHAHA. BISHI BASHI (L) Bused to church, met Kat @ the bus stop. 183 w/ Isabella, Jun Yang the Eugene jr. Eugene Tan liang ming was @ the arcade too. HAHAHAHA.
Jamming kinda okay lah, sang If I aint got you, played guitar for Come Home Running then played drums to whatever they were playing.
PLAY THAT FUNKY MUSIC WHITE BOYYYYYYYYYYY.
HAHAHAHAH. Eat later. AHHHH I CANT FIND THE DEBATORS ON FACEBOOK :(

TGIF!

2010-07-02T19:44:00.003+08:00

heehee the weekend is here. (: YAY.
Yesterday's BDB talk was SICK. really. S I C K . Hahahahaha. The bio quiz after that was kinda okayyyyyyy, yeah. But forgot a lot of stuff. HAHAHA. Nehmind who cares. Today I was chionging all my summary's. Yeah. Nothing much, choir got new song, die ley. Seriously. Next 4 practices the Fong not coming, he ps us lah wtheck. YH and I have to think of stuff already. Meh. Tomorrow going to watch Toy story 3 in 3D! :D HEEHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE.
I hope after that I get to watch the Argentina vs GERMS match. LOL. CROSSFINGERZZZZZZ.
Ciao.

I better find your heart.

2010-06-30T15:53:00.003+08:00

I MISS ENGLAND ):

Heh was lazy to post yesterday. The Lit proj sounds super fun (: Hahahaha. Stayed up till 12midnight doing the newspaper articles ): Havent finish compre, good thing I can hand in tomorrow. I hope. HAHAHA. Yeah. Today HIP was really not as good as last year. It's getting worst and worst each year. They didnt even have fashion parade this year ):
Oh well. And they kept reusing the banners. Nvm. Jerald gave me lollipop ^^ Hohohoho. HAHAHA. Okay. Aft that had bio was super super super super sleepy. Who cares.

Baby Imma million.

2010-06-28T21:29:00.003+08:00

First day of school. Kinda okay for a first day of school. didnt die cos of the lack of homework. HAHAHAHA. WE GOT NEW CANTEEN FOOD. HAHAHAHA. But so expensive ): Oh well, nvm lah. at least it's better. There's double lit tomorrow ((:
Choir sucked cos compared to MTDC we really suck. Really hope choir bucks up. Hahahaha. Yeah. But HEY WE'RE GETTING A NEW CHOIR TEE WOOOOO.
I wanna watch CSI:NY LATER IDONT CARE.
Boo ):

Lost on an island.

2010-06-27T21:11:00.003+08:00

Yesterday's drama was awesome. (: Hahahaha. Went for rehearsals early, had pizza for lunch. 8 pizza's man. super awesome. HAHAHAHA. So yeah, the thing itself was really fun, Josh Russ and Kieran came, Ember & Erika too. Hehe ^^ Thanks guys for coming (:
So yeah, aft that Andy drove slammers and I to vivo, slammers left then youth went to harbour front as usual. went vivo rooftop a while, then went udders @ bukit timah with sist and wong sisters. Left udders at around 11.45++? HAHAHA. Reached home quite late cos we sent them home. slept at 1.
Woke up early today for worship prac. Hahaha, worship was okay lah. Ember came (: So aft service had debreif about the drama, 6 people wanna accept christ!! HAHAHA. Very nice responses. (:
Went to IKEA for lunch, walked around then Ember came here. We jammed a while in my room, very fun. HAHAHA. Watched Cheaper by the dozen, bones. Then walked her home to see Kayla her new dog. ((((((: Very cute. super active. She jumped on me lah. HAHAHAHA. So walked home aft that, dinner, here now.
School tomorrow. Okay actually im okay with the shcool thing. im not okay with the homework due thing though. Oh well I'll figure something out. HAHAHA.

(L) MTDC.

2010-06-25T13:19:00.002+08:00

The MTDC concert @ Esplanade was awesome. Morning went to macs to meet Jing Wen Terence Yu sheng Vivien and Ying Hui. (: Very very retarded. HAHAHA, we trained the LONG way to esplanade. Camped in the MRT can. put our things all over the floor, hang my hanger on the side rail, sat on the floor. HAHAHAHAH. When we reached, helped them take video then went stage door. Took the last changing room (: We got ground floor changing rooms, diff from last time ): Oh well. HAHAHAHA. Everything was super awesome lah. Except the ANGILAFIED part. but doesnt matter. concert was awesome, started crying after that back stage when we were saying thank you to the conductors and stuffz. Hahahha. Really gonna miss them ):

Yesterday went for worship prac, then had rehearsals. very sian ley ): Later got rehearsals again. Drama tomorrow! I wonder who's coming. HAHAHAH. Oh well. Still havent done homework yet. Gonna die when school reopens.

Teehee.

2010-06-22T18:10:00.003+08:00

Havent been posting in a WHILE. Tomorrow's THE day for MTDC so yes im very busy.
Church camp was awesome heehee. ^^
Heh i wanted to print photos to put on cards for the MTDC peeps tomorrow but not so sure. Youth drama's really stressful too OMGOMGGOMG. HAHAHAHa oh whatever. School's starting & I havent started homework. Im so awesome.
Esplanade tomorrow! (:

Out da hood.

2010-06-12T15:37:00.003+08:00

Heehee havent posted in quite a while cos there's nothing to post about. MTDC these few days have been kinda fun actually (: Hahaha, friday combined with CSS, they have A LOT A LOT A LOT of guys, seriously. Got cute one. ^^ Muahahahah. Okay whatever. MTDC always ends early. And im happy now cos i can remember all the songs we're singing (:
Excited for concert, not excited for graduation. Booooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo. Xinyuan was being super Helio-ish yesterday, super funny. HAHAHAHAHA. Okay.
So, watched world cup. GO SOUTH AFRICA!!! I like the dance they did after they scored the goal. (Y)
HAHAHAHA. Church camp from sunday onwards till wednesday so dont expect me to be posting yeah? Hahahaha. And I'll have to start talking like Ashleigh from then on. HAHAHAHA.

Slammers ftw. (:

2010-06-09T19:50:00.002+08:00

Slammers outing yesterday was awesome. Was early w/ Russ, then waited for the rest. (: Ate @ Yoshinoya, then went to Minds cafe. Hahah spent a long time there, then went for tuition.
Today went to school, met darren, then Eugene came. Went to BBS to get paint and brushes, then started raining. So went to macs. Then stopped raining. Da bao-ed, then started raining again. HAHAHAHA after we bought cloth went to foodloft to eat then ran back to school. Drew and painted most of the banner. Hahaha (:
Yeah home how glee later.

Oh what the hell get off my newsfeed. ):

HIP.

2010-06-04T14:14:00.002+08:00

Went to school in the end, "did HIP" stuff. HAHAHA. Eh i drew the bow thingie okay. Anyway. Waited for Darren and Willis in the canteeen. Damn long la. Anyway, they came then drew the bow thing and worked out the colours for the archery board. Then after that Willis tried to get into Darren's ipod, until it became disabled for 1 minute. Then he tried again, became 5 minutes.
HAHAHAHAHA AFTER THAT I MANAGED TO GET IN IM SO SMART I DESERVE A GOLD RIBBON.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHA :D So played taptap w/ Darren, I win a lot of times HAHAHAHAHA ^^
Anyway, slacked. Went ISH for like 1 minute, then went LJS. Ate subway cookies though. Cos the smell was damn nice.
Homed freaking early and was locked out of the house for like half an hour in the hot sun. If i was at a condo then it'd be a different story. Oh well. Homed, here now. Going to batok later meet YH then go for MTDC. Maybe might meet the bbss peeps. (:

Heh.

2010-06-02T15:14:00.003+08:00

HAHAHA not my fault that I havent been using the com okay, it's the tv. LOL.
Anyway. My phone has died and i lost all my contacts from N onwards cos my SIM maxed out. Nice one lah, stupid phone ):
Oh well. Tomorrow got english oral, must give mrs ng then newspaper article thingie thing thing. I dont want.

There's so much homework I refuse to get started. And then there's the youth musical, and there's the MTDC concert. Why cant I have like, one month to do absolutlely NOTHING. I rather rot than have so many things to do, actually. Hahahahaha. Oh whatever.
Im gonna find something fun to do.
Bye loserz. (Y)

SPA.

2010-05-31T14:36:00.003+08:00

Imma million dollar girl.

HOHOHOHO IM NOT GOING TO POST ABOUT OTHER DAYS COS IM BORED.
That didnt make sense but whatever.
Today went to school for SPA. IT WASNT EVEN SPA TSKTSK. Did food test. w/ shermaine, samantha and min. Im cuter than you ^^
HAHAHAHAHA. Homed aft that, watched CSI:NY.
WOOHOOOOOOOOOOOOOO. okay whatever im lame. Tomolollo got choir. Sucks. Nvm meeting brenda for lunch (:

HELLO DUDE I LOVE YOU IN MY FULL CAPACITY AS A FRIEND SO PLEASE DONT WASTE YOUR LIFE AWAY LIKE THAT ):
THANKS.

SHREK.

2010-05-28T13:06:00.002+08:00

Heehee yesterday was fun. Stay up for CHUN LOOOOOOONG. Aft school we stayed in class a while to wait for Keh Jun and Jerald to finish their newspaper cutting thingie. Keshant moron. HAHAHAHA. We all need to write our names properly. Yes.
Trained to vivo, Keh Jun Jerald Gan Boon Natalie Melissa Leanne Alicia YingHui Jeanie and me.
Mel turned back halfway. HAHAHA. So, the show, was REDONKULOUSLY FUNNY. HAHAHAHA. Yay me cos i ate medicine in the cinema HAAHHAAHAHHA.
So after that we went to macs.
"9 macflurry's please"
"9?!"
HAHAHAHAHA damn funny we hogged the machine then they had to call 2 people to tend the desserts stall. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHA. Yay i carried the tray back. Damn awesome man.
I cant imagine ordering 30.
HOHO.
Anyway so mum and dad came, went back to vivo. Dad was looking at DSLR's.
OMG. HE MIGHT GET ME ONE OMG. But promo ends on monday. so i better bring him back there. HAHAHAHAHHA.
Went to eat @ SuperDog. Then homed, i made them rush home.
WATCH AMERICAN IDOL.

YAY LEE (L)

im staying home all day today i dont care.

Miss independant - Kelly Clarkson

2010-05-25T10:49:00.000+08:00

HAHA i dont feel like posting. Sunday night my fever went up to 39.1 -.-
has been coming down, went to the doctor yesterday. Got Mc for yesterday and today. But im going to shcool later for the choir performance. im so pro. HAH BYE.

No one.

2010-05-23T17:11:00.003+08:00

Went to natenate's baptism today @ Geylang EEFC. Haha, got super high fever, had to go out of the sanctuary and stayed outside. Still super cold. But went back in for the baptism. Aft that went upstairs to meet the youth. A LOT OF CUTE GUYS OMG. HAHAHA okay anyway. then homed, and slept till 4++++.
I need to go to school tomorrow cos there's choir. -.- Dammit.

I WANT CLEMENTEEN IDOL LAH.

Ahhhh.

2010-05-22T18:15:00.002+08:00

Super lazy to post. Super. Yesterday was fun during the math thing. A Math results suck like crazy, dont ask.
Yeah the math thing cheered me up like crazy. Hahahaha, had loads of fun w/ the guys lah. LOL. Jerald's station damn slack cos no one could solve it. I SOLVED 3 PUZZLES I DONT CARE IM THE PRO.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAH.
Keh Jun and I got a lot of "lookalikes" at our Sudoku place. HAHAHA EH THE BRYAN CHONG IS CUTE OKAY.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. got a lot of chio bu's and cute guys. All too young lah, tsk. LOLOLOL. The guys were mesmerised by Nicole Ng Sok Yee ah. LOL. Anyway.
MTDC was fun. (:

Byebye.

2010-05-20T18:45:00.002+08:00

School's been okay. Yesterday went to JP to watch Ip man 2 with Nat. 1 and half hour bus ride pissed us off so we got off and took the train. HAHAH.
FROZEN YOUGHURT! (:
The show rocked. Hahahaha.
Today was okay. The jing wen super star thing was fun. HAHAHAHAA. Really. Went for the math breifing thingie thing aft that, hmm. Choir was okay. Didnt have to do anything so yeah. LOL.
Home now, american Idol results later. HAHA JUSTIN BIEBER. I really really hope casey goes home (:

Faking a smile is easy. Hahahaha.

Hah.

2010-05-18T15:16:00.000+08:00

Disappointed. In me.

Not afraid.

2010-05-17T19:32:00.002+08:00

Last night was hell.
Really. Today was okay, results i rather not say here. But passed chem and chinese. (:
Choir was okay, had break then went outside sang songs HAHAHA. very lame yes i know.
I have nothing to post really.
Tomorrow got oral. Oh damn. HAHAHAH Must rmb to bring the yellow book.
Yeah. BYEBYE NOOBLETS.

Miss you want you need you so.

2010-05-16T19:09:00.002+08:00

Nothing to post lah. Yesterday went 313 & Jp, very bored. Only good thing was frozen youghurt <3
Hahahah, saw Joey Lele Jun yang and Susin. Not all together lah. Hahahaha.
Today was kinda okay.
I got pissed at the end of the day but who cares. There's school tomorrow, AWW MAN.
GOT CHOIR SOME MORE.
OH MY FREAKING GOSH NO.

Byebye exams.

2010-05-14T16:24:00.002+08:00

A math paper was freaking hard, cried manzxczxczcxzxcz.
Today was a very very wasted day. My curfew was at 7 today okay. -.-
except no one was free. Tsk. The A1(?) guys & zack went to irc. Or took 173 for that matter. then Darren and 11-0 came back, went arcade. fun yooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo. Wangan HAHAHAHAHA WANGAN.
11-0 think he veri pro at the toy machine thingie, try to get the toy for me. HAHAHAHAA WE KNA CON COS THE THING TURNED. Anyway. They played wangan with 2 pros cos they go connect the thing. Fun to watch (Y)
Then played some retarded shooting game. Keep dying.
BISHI BASHI <3
Play until hand pain. should have played that first cos we were all pissed about math paper. 11-0 seriously very noob can. HAAHAHHA. Then they played whatever shooting games, keep shooting wrong people tsktsk. then we played Jubeat WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!
Holiday go back there train, shiok ah.
Since no one was free i bused home. so loner lah. my last free friday somemore. AHHHHHHHHHH.
Oh well. Nobody to go out with, cant help it ):
@ least got to play today c:
Happy (:

All or nothing

2010-05-13T15:13:00.003+08:00

SS today was die, seriously. I totally didnt know what to write. SEQ one page only -.-
So yeah studied, then went over for lit, chiong write. CHIONG. Now my hand seriously hurts like shit. but oh well i finished all 3 essays. (: Aft that went pizza hut w/ joel for lunch, then went cityvibe. DAMN FUNNY COS SUDDENLY LIKE UPSTAIRS GOT BIRD LIKE THAT SO MANY PEOPLE MAKING KISSING SOUND. then i look up saw darren eugene lishen. HAHAHAHAHA. Joke lah, sat with them @ mos until 2, then dad came so i went home. home now, but im in front of the com. Bad start. HAHAHHAA A Math book in front of me lah, so I'll try to study. TRY.
If that bloody youtube doesnt lag. Hahaha (:

MYEEEE day 4 : E Math P2.

2010-05-12T15:49:00.003+08:00

Graphs can just go screw themselves. This morning the paper, everyone was very noisy. "Okay you may start now. Stop talking!"

3D1: " OH MY GOSH GRAPH FIRST QUESTION ARE YOU KIDDING ME?!"

HAHAHAHA joke lah. 3D1 stole your socks. Anyway. Paper SUCKSSSSSSS. but okay lah. Should be able to pass. After exam they went to find miss tnee, i didnt bring my essay so nothing to ask. Went to study w/ darren zack, then kailin came, then mel, then corinne, then nat. then the girls left, then D Z and I went to eat @ Macs. waited there until 12. A BIT FAST AH THE QUEUE. so yeah, then went to big book shop. Darren is a joker. He bought the sticker name thingie thing thing. Anyway we all bought the same fullscap pad and the same "Messy" notebook. HAHAHAHA GONNA STICK OUR NAMES ON IT. We're so cool right, right right! LOL Anyway.
My phone speaker entirely not working. Now if people call me I have to put them on speaker phone. HAHAHAHA. oops.

My blog is so dead.

(:

2010-05-11T18:14:00.004+08:00

This picture sparks of a whole chain of memories, really.

Friday, 13 March 2009
Dear Diary,
Today's the day. He took my first kiss ever. No regrets. Really (:

Wednesday, 18 March 2009.
Dear Diary,
Mum and dad found out this morning that I was going out with a boy. So i made up a lie.
I met him under his block. Then we walked together up the stairs. We never intended to make it up to this house, I know we didnt. So we sat down on the stairs on the 5th floor. We sat down in the middle, and he put his arm around me. We started talking, and when I turned to face him, he kissed me.
The kiss he promised to give me so that I would remember him forever. The kiss he promised to give me even though I was sick and he could get sick too.
We sat there for an hour, just looking into each others eyes. He asked me where I was going after that. I told him I was going to meet my friend and he told me if I didnt have anywhere to go he would stay here with me, even with his friends constantly calling him on his cell asking where he was. He ignored their calls even though he knew he would get into trouble later. It was just the two of us there, I know it was. The way he held my hand, the way he fiddled with my cap. Our hands just seemed to fit so perfectly. I love him, I really do. I cant believe how lucky I am. Do you think we will last? I hope we will.
Just now, at tuition, he texted me. He told me I wasnt the only one he loved. It hurt but I told him that I was lucky enough to have him. I still remember how I used to dream of him last year. Oh, Im gonna treasure him, I swear I will.
I love you, B.

Friday, 20 March 2009
Dear Diary,
He told me he loved me!
I felt moody all day. It really cheered me up when he told me he loved me. And I told him I loved him too. I really really really do. Really.
I love you, B.

Monday, 6 April 2009
Dear Diary,
Where did you go? I miss you. Why havent you replied any of my texts.
I still love you, B.

Thursday, 21 May 2009
Dear Diary,
He's talking to me again! I missed him so much. I dont really care why he left. I'll always be waiting here for him. I always will.
I love you, B.

Saturday, 21 November 2009
We broke up today.
I will always love you, B.

Tuesday, 11 May 2010
I got over you, I really really did.
And when I find myself falling for someone else, I realised that love isnt a game for me to play. He likes someone else, just like how you liked someone else.
And now I have to get over him.

MYE day 3 : EMath & Bio.

2010-05-11T15:21:00.002+08:00

Math can go and die seriously. How on earth were we suppose to remember inverse from last year. -.- and graphs suck. tomorrow paper 2 i die die die.
Bio was okay, STUPID WHITE BLOOD CELL I KILL YOU.
Aft exam went to uncle sam's with darren zack eugene nat mel. DAMN FUNNY LAH MULTIPLAYER SMS. We pepper into the drink. i have no idea what drink it was. oh i think it was coke. we put fruit punch, melted ice cream, pepper, ice kachang, jelly, blabla. LOLOL. And the waiteress there very attitude. she really very lame.
Homed straight away. tomorrow very free ley 10oclock paper ends alr. Shall find stuff to do. LOL.

BY THE END OF THIS WEEK WE'LL ALL BE FREEEEEEEEEEEE! :D

MYE day 3 : Chem.

2010-05-10T14:33:00.003+08:00

ENGLAND I MISS YOU ! ):

900th post!
HAHAHAHA okay very lame. Yesterday didnt use com. Church was okay, workshop was sit down workshop not very very very fun but still can lah. Aft that went vivo, went mussel guys to celebrate mum's day. audrey made me follow her shopping. Not fun one got no nice stuff to see. ): Anyway i got my froz yo ^^ (Spams smiley faces here)
YIGLOOOOOOOOO.

Today's chem paper was okayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy, some parts damn hard though. My stupid phone got problem now. the small speaker thingie that the sound comes out from when the phone is put to your ear when you make a phonecall is spoilt. or rather, when i open it all the way then the speaker disconnects. So i needa close the phone and cdall. -.-
Wtheck man. LOL
AND MY LIT ESSAY MARKS. MISS TNEE CHEAT ME. Yesterday she say until like i did damn freaking bad but passed lah. Seriously. She told me i'd be pek chek when i see my marks. Today she say " I told you you'll be pek chek cos you lost by half mark to her"
HAHAHAHA OMGGGGGGGGGG. Nvm i dont care about her for now. I happy I pass ^^
19/25. Yaaaay. But i dont know how to write essays about poems. oh damn it. My goal is to win Wei Lin, but all that aside. Tomorrow's bio and math first.
MATH. omg .
Die you know. Die. I forget everything alr laaaaaaaaaaaa. ):

Distraction.

2010-05-08T20:59:00.002+08:00

Hello blog. I need to type. cos i've been online for idk how long and i've been waiting, no one's talking to me. (: Phone whole day no business either. So i need to type. To make me feel like im talking to someone. or something.
Life sucks. Take drugs.
Everything always seems to fall apart at the same time.

It's not like i never knew how you felt about her. It's not like today's the first day i totally havent talked to you (it's the second).
And it's not like anyone has ever wanted to talk to me just for the sake of talking to me. I could leave my phone on forever and never get any messages. Cos im the one who always starts things off.
Sometimes I wonder if people really do care.

I wonder how it feels to know that you'll always have a group of friends, or even a friend who will always be there to catch you when you fall.
I wonder how it feels like to be loved by someone.
I wonder how it feels like to be special in someone elses eyes.
I wonder how it feels like to know that someone out there needs you.
I wonder how it feels like to have someone who will wait for you to fall asleep everynight before he does.

and it's days like this I really do wonder.

I tried.

2010-05-08T19:29:00.002+08:00

Waterfall last night, LOL. This morning woke up damn early wlao eh ): Met Darren and Shaun @ MRT, then we wasted half our lives @ mos listening to music. HAHAHA chionged down breakfast at LJS in like 10-15 minutes then went to school. wlao tkk suddenly appear. anyway we wasted time again at study corner only to find out lesson alr started in the classroom -.- so yeah, went for lesson. Aft that went to westmall with darren shaun ming qi and eugene. went library, then shaun and ming qi zao-ed. borrowed books ^^ But there was some stupid fine there. Confirm not me one, cos the book was the book i leant someone. LOL. Anyway. then bused home. Watched A Cinderella Story, biang i cried like shit cos i was sad. i dont usually cry that much. But i did.
Hahaha cried so much today, rained so much today, same lah.
Tomorrow's drama workshop. Aft that chiong chem alr. no mood to study anymore. No mood for anything anymore.

Nothing in this world.

2010-05-07T16:34:00.001+08:00

I feel weird being home so early on a Friday.

Baby are you down.

2010-05-06T18:50:00.005+08:00

blogger got problem uploading this nicely ):

TODAY I BROUGHT MY PENCIL CASE HAHAHAHAHA. Okay last night was a bad night. Moving on.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY NATALIE !

Morning had GAC, then double bio. Back for TPI, go and sleep lah. Recess then HUM. Aft that chinese had ting li, then lit. Lit was fun, I HAVENT GET BACK MY ESSAY YET ):
Went for lunch w/ the girls @ KFC, then went to LJS find the guys. FUNNY STUFF HAPPENED. OTW back to school especially. HAHAA I WAS SHOUTING MY ASS OFF SO YEAH.
"Studied" again, then home now. American idol results later. Hahahahaha.
Byebye.

5 Colours in hear hair.

2010-05-05T21:07:00.002+08:00

Today was kinda fun. HAHAHAHA. Morning I realised I didnt bring pencil case and fullscap. im so awesome. No pencil case. Anyway. Bio was okay, chionged through. DAMN FUNNY cos she said " Okay I wont stop Wei Lin or Luke or Zack or whoever from answering anymore"
Then the enxt time she asked a question , BOOM. whole class spouting answers, was damn joke. HAHAHA. Aft that math, binomials suck. Really.
Then CE, HAHAHA didnt do much, sat @ the back with Jac talking crap. Recess, then chinese. HAHAHA spent the whole lesson talking to Daniel. He kept going on and on with russel peters stuff. LOL. Tsktsk. Hooooooooootel?
HAHAHAHAHAHAHA. Hum, had the test. Yep, miss sheetal is evil. Aft that was chem, she wasted everyone's time cos she made us revert back to the seating arrangement, which meant moving our tables back. Nice one lah, my seat cant hear her, i like almost went to sleep. Damn. Aft that went for lunch, was suppose to be with fion they all but stuff happened. Aft a while someone walked off. Hah.
So bought bubble tea back w/ Zack and Darren, stayed in study corner whole day till 5+ HAAHHAHAHAHAH WE HAD THE WHOLE CORNER TO OURSELVESSSS.
Very joke cos Mr Xie kept coming out of the staffroom. Darren just realised today that it was a staffroom. NOOBLET.
Anyway, then Justin walked up to take stuff from his locker, HAHAHAA Zack kept singing " ZOMBIEE ZOMBIEEEE"
Then mr xie came out and asked who it was. Zack pointed at darren, we both pointed @ Zack. HAHAHAHAH DMAN FUNNY then aft that zack kept singing zombie to mr xie. The guys helped him carry stuff to the car, then yeah back up, blabalbla, then went void deck wait for dad, sent zack home.

American Idol rocked socks. (:
Hahahah is there remedial tomorrow I also dontk now. Nat's birthdaey tomorrow (:
Hahahahahah. Imma die with recording the song man i cant sing it properly. Oh well.
HAHAHAH.

Bye.

Like a guitar that's never been played.

2010-05-04T17:27:00.002+08:00

Today's the MATH day. Math PE Math. PE ran 2.4 dont want to talk about it. Math test, EASY math test I got 16/30 HAHAHA WTH LAH.
MY A MATH CA1 GOT 50, E MATH GOT 49 @!#%!@#$^^!@#%#$^!$^!&%#$@!^#@ ONE MARK !$#%!$#^!&@%^#!@$%#%&%@$%#@#

Okay anyway. Lit was fun ^^ Sat on the table HAHAHAHAHA. Whole lesson. I like sitting on tables. Makes me feel more comfortable. Woo. Anyway. Aft that went for lunch w/ nat zack black. MUAHAHA IT RHYMES. Okay lah. Elavaanil. Later he read this then scold me.
Then darren came, then went back. Study study study. Chem die lah please. Spent so freaking long on 20 MCQ questions, havent finish also. Dont intend on, maybe i'll bring for tuition. later get scolded again. -.-
i want to quit. im gonna tell mum. im gonna quit. i dont care. I got no time for this alr.
When mum came uncle ernie was in the car. HAHAHAHA At first i was like. "Eh is that GRANDPA in the front seat? No cannot be. He's ang moh. " HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHA. Omg im sucha noob. anyway, recorded oral recording, convert then here nowwwwwww.
Woo.

No mood for exclamation marks.
! is factorial.
not exclamation mark.

Collide - Howie Day.

2010-05-02T19:26:00.003+08:00

Hmmmmmmmmm. I was online but lazy to post. Hahahah, been throwing a lot of coughing frenzy's lately. today did back up in church died halfway, mum had to come and give me water. HAHAHAHA. Last song was find us faithful, and it really hit me while i was singing it.
Cos yeah, i have to admit that song reminds me of the funeral, nothing but the funeral. And then singing they lyrics staring at the paper i mean, you cant help but think about what those words mean. I almost cried for like, 5 secs or something. Hahaha. Yeah, that song really has a lot of impact on me ):
Youth blast was okayyyyy. Yeah, homed then been on the TV since dad used the com and the fan was his so my room will become sauna if i stayed there. Tomorrow's a holiday, woo (: HAHAHA.
No school tomorrow means no seeing your face.

I'll never be the same.

2010-04-30T16:36:00.002+08:00

I miss the Kopi-shop rockers. ):

Chinese is overrrrrrrrr! (: heehee.
Aye, i got sore throat lah, super pain, so not fun. Slept a lot during the 2 papers though. Zhao ju can just go and die. that one sure fail. but other than that. After exam had HUM extra lessons, then went for lunch w/ Darren Zack K-ge and T.Jiahui.
MUAHAHAHA. Mum's back in singapore.

Today the cable tv changes channels hohoho. I dont want ): Not used to it. all big numbers. Oh well.
Singin on sunday so my voice better be nice and come back and my throat PLEASE stop hurting ):

MYE day 1.

2010-04-29T18:30:00.003+08:00

Never scan properly ):

Woo, english paper today wasnt bad (: But the questions for compo, the expo's were MUCH better to write. But nvm lah, dont write expo. Wrote " secrets "
HAHAHA I FELT LIKE SOME DISNEY CHANNEL FREAK WRITING MY STORY.
So, paper 2. 1 hr 40 mins. One compre and one summary only, i finished in 40 mins. I DONT UNDERSTAND WHY GOT SO MUCH TIME. So i slept for one hour, (Y) :D
Aft that homed straight away, fell asleep while mugging for chinese. Hahahaha. Later got american idol results. Who's going home?

ELAVAANIL, IF YOU DONT RETURN ME MY PEN SOON, YOU PAY ME 2 BUCKS AND YOU CAN KEEP THE FREAKING PEN. IT WAS BRAND NEW WHEN I LENT IT TO YOU.

B.O.B rockz.

2010-04-28T16:46:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DARREN AND EUGENE! :D
HEH I LIKE THE FIRST PIC FROM THE LEFT OKAY.

Heh. went to school early today. Chiong bao zhang bao dao, thanks han jun (: Hahahaha. Chem first period, super sian cos I didnt bring my notes. English was boring. LOL. I like complaint letters i think i prolly will write complaint letter tomorrow for exam.
MYE TOMORROW OMGGGGGGG.
Anyway. AFter recess we RANNNN back to lit class. But she wasnt there yet ): HHAHA. Wasted. Double lit. Yay. Quite sian lah after a while but WHATEVER LIT ROCKZ. Hum after that, miss sheetal was pissed. HAHAHA BUT AFTER THAT FUN.
Bio test was OMFGTTM-ingly easy lah, i finished in under 10 minutes. But got one question i not sure. who cares.
AFt that went for lunch with Darren, Mel and 11-0.
Dumb Darren, Mute Melissa and IRRITATING IMBECILE ELAVAANIL. well if you read it it's aliteration. HAHAHA. EGOISTIC ELAVAANIL.
HOho, anyway, used my ipod to take stupid videos with the warp function, DAMN FUN.

WOO IM GONE NOW HAHAHAHA . BYE.

You cant always get what you want.

2010-04-27T15:21:00.002+08:00

Today didnt do much, yeah. Hahaha. Assembly had the hall of fame thingie, RETARDED LAH! LOL.
Aft that had bio, quite boring actually. For once ): Then back for lit, HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHA HSC and RCT. Anyway. tomorrow double lit (:
The exam table format thingie is irritating lah, i miss my at the back position ): LOL.
Aye that Darren got his phone confiscated, but nvm lah, im still gonna stay up for that nooblet. HAHAHA Im so nice right. Aft school went to staff room find them lo, then hang around, walked out of school dad called so chiong all the way out. LOL. Yeah later got tuition, sianzxcxcz. tomorrow bio test. Never study. But nvm lah. Whatever goes in doesnt come out. See how i feel first. LOL.
Im retarded.
But I want you.

Milk & Chocolate biscuits from M&S

2010-04-26T19:10:00.001+08:00

Hahaha today was okay, i changed bag ahahahaha. Both tests were normal.
LOL.
I needa go soon lah cos dad wants to use the com. Oh well. Hahahaha, im better today, yay (:

You were damn right.

2010-04-25T17:05:00.003+08:00

Yesterday Darren's party damn fun (Y)
Hahahaha, all the guys got thrown into the pool or they jumped in themselves. Sat w/ fion @ the side of the pool, heh heh we took a lot of photos, HAHAHA 10+ we sat on the damn high wall, damn retarded super hard to climb up lah. LOL.
I was the last girl to leave, woo! Hahahahha.
Slept damn late. this morning cannot wake up, but oh well. So drums was okay, didnt screw up (: Hahahah lesson, daniel's back!
Aft that ate lunch then had the what workshop thingie or whatever lah. LOL. Nothing much.

Last year this happened just before EOY's. Now you're doing it to me before MYE's. What the hell man.

Red Guitar - Kris Allen

2010-04-23T14:32:00.003+08:00

Hoot, today's the dreaded odd week friday. HAHAHAH, was okay lah, double chem went to lab did some freezing water thingie, used data logger. The stylus seriously no use one. LOL. I rammed my leg into the stupid stool cos I was like running to the sink and then i ran into the chair. BIANG eh damn damn pain HAHAHAHA. Nehmind. the ice water super fun to play with cos it's damn cold (:
Went back to class halfway to give out test HAHAHAHAHAHAH 14.5/35, fail. I think whole class fail lah, seriously. Nice one Nat Tan. Aya, we were eating like crazy @ the back. Almost everyone had a box of pokyyyyyyyyyyyy. HAHAHAHA. Chocolate & Strawberry. And chips. and twisties. Ownage. HAHAHAHA. Then we went to com lab do some survey thing, it's like english worksheet lah, GOT 2 COMPRE PASSAGES. Waste time to read, so was fb-ing at the same time. At least she never say cannot. HAHAHAHA :D
Recess, then up for math. Math chiong copy cool stuff on the screen, tmr go darren's and finish lah. LOL.
Chinese did the compo thing, WAHLAO SHE SHOUT AT ME COS I WAS "TALKING". I WAS ASKING HAN JUN HELP ME FIND WORD IN THE BLOODY DICTIONARY CAN.
Nehmind.
His dictionary damn cool lah, korean one. HAHAHAHAH I press press also dontk now what to press, ended up searching korean words. HAHAHAHAH. Handed in okay, LOL. Homed, honeystars w/ milk for lunch (:
Must submit letter of complaint by 5pm today. and Im only as far as "Dear Sir/Mdm"
HAHAHH Okay must start doing alr. Tomorrow's gonna be fun (Y)

Beautiful - Christina Aguilera

2010-04-22T16:21:00.002+08:00

Heeeeeeeeeeeeh, today was okay, GAC miss tan was being an ass. Mel's skirt and my skirt same length when we stand side by side, means her's longer than mine right? Then mel got caught and I didnt. -.-
Wth man, stupid teacher. Anyway. Double bio in lab, SIBEI NO RECEP.
Biang eh, then went back for tpi, I sent mass message then realised that I actually had messages during bio. Freaaakkkk, say I never reply him ):
Saddddddd. Aya, very tired whole day. Hahahaha.
HUM WAS EXTREEEEEEMELY FUNNY LAH! Sist and I were like, being retarded @ the back, finding taiji for no reason, then suddenly a random sms was like, DAMN FREAKING FUNNY LAH. Lit was fun (: Heehee.
Aft that went blk 442 find dad, then aud came, went CV a while then went police post.
That guy sounded gay, but whatever. HAHAHAHAHA. He's nice. Home now, very sian. THERE'S STILL SCHOOL TOMORROW, WTH ):
Booooooooooooooooooooooooooooo.

If I had you - Adam Lambert.

2010-04-21T14:43:00.002+08:00

Hahah this photo one year alr ley.

Yesterday very bad. ):
Dont emo alr lah, it makes me feel even more sad ):

Today was boring, super hungry. But didnt eat recess \m/ Today marks one month since we came back from England. About 2 months since I found you. Hmm, nothing much lah, just super tired and sian the whole day. Hahahahaa.
OH during recess that idiot Joel took the cheese sausage and inserted it into the bun and chocolate cream came out.
SICKO.
Hahahahahah, aft school walked to mos then went to the car alr. Home now, later aud's friends coming over. yep. i needa do the english summary thingie and my math. ARGH.
Really no mood for anything lah. AND YOU IRRITATING FREAK. Please dont make me dao you okay, if i dont reply your message, something's up. understand? Yes. No. AHHH JUST STOP IT.

Bla Bla Bla - Ke$ha

2010-04-20T17:37:00.003+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BOYF, ELEANOR, MOKsquare, JERRY ! :D

Today was boringgggggggggggggggg. Math, PE, Math. First math was in class, PE teacher didnt come so went 4 rounds. But I did 3 cos i was super lazy. I ran okay. LOL. They did 5 stations i just sit there watch people. Hmm then the 2nd math was in com lab cos of NIE survey, about ENGLISH teacher. HAHAHAHAHHAHA. I like my answers.
And 3D1 played Space racers until screaming like crazy sheesh. But really lo very fun. Gets you very very excited cos later you die then sad. HAHAHAHAHAHAHHA. Okay whatever we all very lame. Recess eat ice cream (Y) Grow fat. So im not going to eat dinner today i dont care. English, then Lit. Lit went super off point, but okay lah fun :D LOL. AFt school went KFC with mel nat eden, then boon & jerald behind, corinne and ana the other side. HAHAA.
Eat so much im not going to eat lunch tmr. Woo! Went back to class, plug in phone, ipod play songsssss. I like the sound system actually cos the bass damn power. HEEHEE ^^
Math remedial was okayyyyyyyy, yah okay. LOL. Got back math test, 8/30
BANG WALL SERIOUSLY LAH SHIT.
Homed w/ Huimin, later got tuition. Heh heh, at least test postponed to thursday alr. I really feel like going to bang wall alr lah.

GGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG.
I miss how we used to be before you knew ):

Tell her - Jesse Mccartney.

2010-04-19T19:38:00.004+08:00

WAH I MISS ENGLAND LIKE CRAZY ):

Aya today was be an emo nemo day. HAHAHA. whole day whatever lah, i also dont care. Chem lesson free period so Ipod's my best friend. Hahahahaha. Aft school straight up to AVA, looked down, DAMMIT SHOULDNT HAVE COME UP SO FAST COS SOMEONE WAS JUST OUTSIDE MY CLASSROOM ):
Oh well anyway. did "CE PROJECT" Then the Qimin come extraaaaa. HAHAHAHAHAH.
But everyone knew alr lah (:
So handing over, Section leader solo lo. No assistant ):
CRY LIKE WATERFALL.

IMMA MISS ALL THE SEC 4's .

Went to subway with Gretel, Wen Ting, Ying Hui, Brenda, Jacintha, Jesalin. Yeahhhh. aft that waited for mum, almost an hour. It would have been worth it if he had walked out at that time. but oh well.

Used to - Daughtry

2010-04-18T18:45:00.002+08:00

Church today was okay, BB enrolment service. HAHAHA THE NEW BOYS VERY CUTE HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHA.
Dunearn sec 1's woo!
HAHAa ft that went to eat lunch w/ the primers, got free ride to IMM and back to church (:
HEEHEEE.
musical briefing stuff, then went to vivo. bought checkered shirt, finally.
HAHAH I SAW MR TAN THE ART TEACHER WITH HIS FAMILY THERE HE GOT 2 SONS HAHAHAHA. AND I SAW ANOTHER PERSON FROM OUR SCHOOOL.
HAHAHAHAHAHHA.
Okay bye.

Why - Secondhand serenade.

2010-04-17T13:49:00.003+08:00

Yesterday was so noooooooob. LOL. 3 periods, 2 tests. Chem test was still okay, quite hard but managed to crap my way through. Math test GG, as usual. Whats wrong with the school man. So many people are failing like shit. LOL. Stupid test papers, blame it on the papers. I was alr very pissed, then the lynette still need to complain about books on the floor. -.-
aye whatever. Walked around, then went back w/ Darren. Got a 9 page long text ah, zaizai.
Homed for a short while, ironed my shirt. Got freaked out man the water came out and everything turned to steam HAHAHAHAHA. Anyway.
Back to school, ate @ Mos w/ Brenda & YH, then choir. Yeaaahhh, went to study corner to do stuff, talked to amos about stuff. LOL. Then changed, make up, camwhored like CRAZYYY with TJ (:
Performance was kinda okay lah, was excited for it. But the canteen was so noisy. Idiots. LOL.
Aft that chionged for MTDC, moment we walked in people turn around and stare. Of course lah, wearing makeup. AHAHAHA.
Damn those smoky eyes were freaking hard to get rid off. My eyes always hurt after taking out eyeliner and whatever. Boo.
Today i want to stay at home. No frozen youghurt for me ):

Kissing you - Miranda Cosgrove

2010-04-15T17:30:00.003+08:00

Wooooo the thing still hasnt died down in school. Anyway. went to school in the morning, read zack's letter, very long ah. LOL. First period 2.4, WAHBIANG EH. run runrun, cnanot breathe, seriously, i need to keep stopping. one part i almost faint. wtheck. :( after that math, very boring. TPI was okay lah. HAHAHAHA memememememmemememememememememe.
Recess, then CHEM AND MT. AHAHAH whatever. CE was okay, presented in like 1 minute. I am awesome. (:
After that HUM extra lessons. Then waited for mum, back now.
Hooooohoooooo!

Gravity - Pixie Lott.

2010-04-14T20:36:00.002+08:00

Heh heh. My com damn laggy. Anyway. Today was funnnnnn, got chips and mentos again. HAHAHA okay not fun lah. Was damn damn damn tired I really really fell asleep. english summary finish fastfast go to sleep (: Hahaha. Double lit was okay lah, had to write essay. WAHLAO idk how to write. must write so long somemore :(
I need bigger handwriting. So.
HUM was damn short cos school ended early again, hahah that stupid simin. Whole day 7 sub here 8 sub there. KANYE WEST PART 2 LAH. So, went for lunch w/ Brenda & YH, actually not lunch lah. bought TAKOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO and bubble tea. YH got chips. so yeh, then choir had what change of plans the irritating miss poh say then biang eh i was damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn pissed. You get the idea. So YH did everythign for warmups i dont want say anything. Cos confirm plus chop i will scold until they all hate me LOL. So rehearsed and whatever lah. changed aft that, yepyep. All the seniors people come back. That Antony also come back with weird hair. HAHAHAHAHAHAH WTH LAH.
Okay BYEBYE.
Tomorrow DIEDIE.

Told you so - Jesse Mccartney.

2010-04-13T17:03:00.002+08:00

Hmmmmmmmmmmmmz. Today wasnt baaaaad, but quite boring lah. LOL. Math test come back alr, 12/30. HAHAHA DOUBLE DIGIT GOOD ALR OKAY, (Y)
English test was okayl o, my answers all very short, then i went to sleep. Tmr do summary. Hahahaha. Lit was funnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn. Poemzpoemz. LOL. Recess ate the icecream thingie, cool lo (: LOL. Aft school got that stupid EP thingie. for IFD. But nvm got super cute Israel kiddies. LOL. And got one teenage one HOHOHO. Yeah lah we all go extra for the shot of the cute little kids. Later appear on yearbook ah. I cant wait for yearbook. LOL. Hahahah aft school went with Jacintha to bigbookshop. For the stupid stuff. LOL. Cannot say here. Thennnn went to wait for mum they all. While waiting bryan came. Hmm. then yeah went back, i was kinda pissed cos i really wanted to come home early today and then there was that stupid ep thing then had to go big book shop THEN had to wait for parents to do idk what at NTUC. Oh well. Home now. tuition later. Imma watch leverage tomorrow. Hopefully i make it home in time lo. Tmr speech day rehearsal, GG LAH. Nvm got double lit.
I feel like eating poptart for dinner. Seriously.

Down (Candlelight remix) - Jay sean.

2010-04-12T20:38:00.003+08:00

Heh heh heh todayyyyyyyyyyyy. Generally okay lah, was super tired, got very pissed during english. HAHAHA. Other than that, today was okay. Choir was good too cos we didnt really do anything. Hahahaha. Hmm.
Yah.
Nothing else alr. No moooooodzxczxzcxz.

Hah :/

2010-04-11T18:54:00.001+08:00

Remember how being loved used to feel?

My Stupid Mouth - John Mayer.

2010-04-11T15:32:00.003+08:00

Today is sunday and I have nothing to blog about. Hahahahha. Been feeling better these days, yesterday water fountain but it's okay.
I really need to start doing sundayschool homework. Hahhahahaha, yesyes. Later watching NCIS:LA. Woooooo. The guys are damn funny. HAHAHAHAH :D
Tomorrow who's line is it anyway @ 6. I hope i make it home in time to watch. Probably wont. but there's always hope. LOL.
I think imma change blog songs again. Hahahahah. Very sian of themmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm.

And i need to do birthday prep alr. Hohohoho.

Yeeeaaahhh.

2010-04-10T13:20:00.003+08:00

Friday went better than expected lah (: Yaaay. HAHAHA. Was super shag by the time MTDC came, could faint please. But then someone texted HAHAHAH I WENT DAMN HIGH HAHAHAHHAHA. Wth yeah okay.
I got nothing to post lah.

I (Hearts) 3D1 :D

Miss you.

2010-04-08T17:13:00.002+08:00

Hahahaha. Today timed passed really fast man. Double bio was fun (: Hahaha. Tpi, SHE DIDNT COLLECT CLASS PHOTO MONEY PUH-LEASE. Damn. Recess went over to A1, HEH i like their class. Blasting hiphop through the speakers, (Y). Yeh, so talked to Darren they all, then went back for HUM. Told sist stuff. Chinese aft that. HAHAHA i passed both tests wooo. Went to sleep lah. Last peiod Lit, hahahah yaaay cakeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. But we didnt carry out our plan, oh well. We sang happy birthday like 10 times wtheck. Hahahaha, Lit was fun lah. Like, high fat low calcium milk! Hahahaha (:
Aft that went for EP, some international friendship day thingie. And i kept spotting stuff. Like how the pink malay girl on the screen looked like she was saying "You want some? Come and get it" secuctively. HAHAAHHAHA Then their dance they kept doing the bimbo " OHMYGOSH " thing, so i went " IM SO HOT, IM SO HOT " then they did some other thing OMG super looked like " TALK TO THE HAND, OMG " HAHAHAHAHAHA. Damn funny lah. SS was cancled, so went for lunch w/ darren fion zack and 110. Then took bus back, home now. Hahahaha. Yep.

I freaking miss you. :(

Nobody said it was easy.

2010-04-07T21:27:00.002+08:00

Heh im on the laptop nowwwwww. But yay lah since I get to watch A.I and use the com @ the same time. Actually. Only reason why i really wanna be on is cos I want to talk. But ARGH. HAHA whatever lah. Today shall be day 1. okay i bet you dont know what im talking about.
Morning walked into school w/ sist, she almost turned back to walk out. If i didnt turn her around she would have lah. but in the end she didnt last till HUM lesson HAHA. Didnt go for recess, was upstairs w/ the guys. Hahah chinese test as usual lah first parts all blank. Booooo.
Lunch w/ a lot of people (: Hahahahahah. Tomorrow's periods are gonna be fun but then it's gonna be such a long day AHHHH.
Heh GLEEEEEEEE now yay. (:

Replay.

2010-04-06T18:16:00.003+08:00

Hahahaha actually i didnt want to blog today but im so super bored I cant stand it. Today was better than yesterday though. Assembly, then math, PE math. Epic lah. Pe split into 2 groups, run 4 rounds each, one round one half minute. First group ran one round, came back, FIRE ALARM RANG. HAHAHA OWN LAH, we 2nd group dont need run at all. sat in the sun, "canteen was on fire" so we went to the driveway. Played w/ shadows, Hahahah. English then Lit. Lit was fun. Hahahaha. quoting like crazyyyyyyyyy.
Hahaha aft that ate LJS @ Subway ( again ) HAHAHAHA. Tmr bio first period I ahvent done mindmap and im going for tuition. GG.
tmr lunch w/ Darren.
BYE.

Back to square one.

2010-04-05T20:00:00.002+08:00

Last night was the worst night ever. Boo.
So this morning. Felt like the whole world was against me. Prolly was. First thing when I walked in Zhishan asked me if we needed to go for choir. And I asked why do we not have to go for choir in the first place. then she said NAPFA. and i freaked. Cos i totally forgot ( I didnt bring A LOT of things today ) and i didnt bring pe. So texted mum. one of the only 2 people i texted today. Dammit. Assembly in the hall. I almost cried again la wtheck. Walked back to class, the moment he walked up the stairs wtheck man i could swear one tear fell. Why does everyone have to walk out at the same time. :( Lessons, okay lah. Chem plugged in Ipod and went to sleep. I didnt want to think about stuff. Then uhm, math. Heng I didnt die. Haha whole day no mood lah. Aft school EVERYONE left wtheck. so I found Brenda, went up with her to Ava. Then went for Napfa. Okay lah, pass all 5. Not very happy but nvm. Choir, kna nag at by Wong. Aye, then home lah.

Boo. (N)

Another day in heels.

2010-04-03T21:45:00.002+08:00

Hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm. I woke up really really late today. HAHAHA.

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Okay that was saved yesterday. HAHAHAHAHA. So. Yesterday, went to BBSS choir concert w/ Ying Hui. Woohoo i didnt feel weird in heels cos almost every other girl there was wearing them. HAHAHAHA. (: concert was okay, i saw Sheryl and I THINK WAN LI BUT I DIDNT DARE TO CALL HER. Hahahahaha. Yay for Jing Wen, Vivien, Terence and Yu Sheng! (: Heehee. Aft that walked all the way from YMS to Cityhall MRT. Heels gave me blisters. Im gonna wear the white ones aft this man. LOL. Camwhoreddddddddddd. HAHA, went to PS, wanted to eat @ Pastamania ( LIKE REALLY REALLY WANTED TO ) but the queue was super long :( So we went to our usual place, Mos. HAHAHAHA. WLAO IN BETWEEN 2 COUPLES. Whatever. Changed shoes, then trained back. Took 77 home MYSELF. HAHAHHAHA. Im so proud of that. (:

Today, woke up at 4.30am? Hahahahah. Yep. Went to fetch Ian and Wilson, then went to ECP. Got lost on the way but whatever. When we went there the wind was dman damn strong and i was like, flying away. Met Yuan Shuai there. Hahahaha. Well yeah, then it started to rain -.-
Oh well. HAHAHA. went all the way back to WCP. HAHHAAHAHA. Yeah west. Hmm, service, sang last minute for them (:

Charissa, Nick, Josh, Janice got baptised, Jan got confirmed ! (: [in order of pic below]

Er ge's testimony made me cry la :( :( :( Hahahaha. Da ge's one was epic. AHAHA WHATEVER.
LOVE YOU GUYS ALL THE SAME ! <3

Heeheehee. Aft that, went to West Coast to play, haha it was so wet and squishy i didnt want to play :( I was looking forward to the sun, you know :( Oh well. So yeh sat in the rain. Yay for my ipod. Hahah but Nick da ge was with me lah. Playing w/ Aud's ipod. Hahaha. Back to macs again, Hahahaha. didnt eat lah. Aft that went to Josh's house. HAHAHAHA YUAN SHUAI SUPER JOKE LAH. He purposely asked Gabriel if he was going to Josh's house. (Gab is Josh's older bro)
HAHAHAHAHAHA. Anyway. Went to their house, played RockBand. They keep making me sing :(
JERIEL LAH. Boo.
LOLOL. Then homed. Yepyep. Must do homework now. Aww man :(

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Run out of time.

2010-04-02T19:45:00.002+08:00

Today was unpacking day. Hahhaha. Exactly one year ago i went for counselling HAHAHAHA.

CIP can go and die.

2010-04-01T17:10:00.002+08:00

HAPPY APRIL FOOLS.

Today = energy totally drained. Morning went to school, saw people reading fu zhu du ben, OMG TOTALLY FREAKED OUT. cos i completely forgot about the test. So like, ran around canteen jumping up and down looking for people to borrow from. THANKS MING QI. :D
First period was PE, Mr Lim took over. KNS girls run 9 rounds guys run 7. NINE ROUNDS. But Jac & I made it 8. HAHAHAHA. Super super super tired. Hard to breathe and all. Hey, when I run 3 rounds im entirely drained of blood okay my whole face pale. Times three of that. Like going to faint. But felt good. Played some stupid thing aft that. Kinda fun actually, even though it was painful. Whole class do together fun. HAHAHAHA. Yay for the basketballers and Netballerzz. Or Mel. LOL. Aft that Math Mrs Tey never come, but did TYS. The Mr Sim(?) Came in, he super cute can. Do math problems super super fast somemore. Then Yuan Shuai told me he's coming tonight WOOOOOOO. LOL. After that wasssssssssssss. TPI. I keep forgetting. Sam & NingLu (idk if there was anyone else) Yinling? they did the sharing thing. WAHLAO AFTER THAT MISS TAN SAY CANNOT DO GROUP ANYMORE :( I was looking forward to the 3 songs collide. :( Awwwwwwwwww. Recess was. Wasting time queueing up for food. Wlao Joel April Fooled me cos he said rosa was behind. DAMNNN. Chem after that, very siannnnnn. Wasnt really listening. Chinese test was Okayyyyyyyyyyyyyyy, dont expect to fail lah. I handed in my zuo ye that was half done. I shall just say EH I DINDT FINISH?! Or somehting like that. HAHAHAHAHA. Ooops. cos she kept chasing me. CE last period, tio for wearing PE. Her mood changes super fast lah. HAHAHA. Show and tell was epic. JIAZI OWNS! LOL. Whole class laughing and screaming and clapping like mad when Raja put on the wig. Back to class, went to buy bbt with Samantha NingLu and Etaine. Then CIP. Omg can go die lah. Jerald joined Ziyi and I, so we went to collect. SUPER A LOT LAH. Almost every house had. :( Then we had to carry like 3 bags EACH down. Then when we put everything together, omggggg. But we didnt want another trip so just take as much as you can and go. Except. I can carry down and whatever lah but LONG DISTANCE. I died man. cos the handles cutting into my hands and i have sweaty palms. Anyway. Made it :D HAHAHAHAH. Took class photo and all aft that, funfunfun. The YELLOWBLUES! LOL. Yeah so home now, going to church later. I need to find my score. DAMN RETARDED LAH. Shannon printed "For Jean Grey and Kathy Lim" HAHAHAHAH. Jean read it and gave the .___. face. LOL. Oh well. Very tired. Later i faint halfway ah. Not eating dinner. HAHAHAHAH.
No breakfast no lunch no dinner. Yay for recess. Nvm lah today exercise, i also dont want eat. Later all the exercise wasted. :(

Damn cool my blog post is so long. Yay im back to blogging YAY. LOL. Hhahahaa.

I wish what you said this morning was true. Really. Stupid April fools, like I never knew.

Teardrops on my guitar.

2010-03-31T15:46:00.002+08:00

Morning my shoes were still wet :( So laced my other pair in the car. HAHAHA. Hmm. Not much today lah. Chem first period, kns i fell asleep. HAHAHAHA. Math aft that, 11 out of 39 people passed math, GG. (aye my msn just dc-ed again. STUPID INTERNET)
Aft that was english summary test. Yep, okay lah. Jun jun 150 words, yay ^^ Recess tried to write stuff for the lit group. HAHAHA. He'll buy you anything, he'll buy you any ring. HAHAHAHAA IMPART JB INSIDE AH. Anyway. Double lit was fun today. We played :D Pass ball and stuff. Super good ley can memorize quotes veh fast. HAHAHA. Mmhmm, aft that was 25 mins of HUM. Sist i know you so well im so awesome i know what you're gonna say. HAHAHAHA. Went to Mos for lunch with YH aft that, hahahah talk talk talk. Then saw sherlyn. HAHAHAHAH. ALWAYS WHEN I GO THERE I SEE HER. AND ITS NOT LIKE I GO THERE OFTEN. Hahaha, bused back aft that.

3rd time alr, i come home and latch the door, go to bathe and SOMEONE COMES HOME AND BANGS ON THE DOOR. Damn. I am not going to latch the door anymore. LOL.
Today i must : Complete CE homework, TRY to play drums, TRY to unpack, MUST watch AI and GLEE. Okay.

Walk away.

2010-03-30T17:54:00.002+08:00

Today was boringggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggg.
Wanted to sleep but didnt.
Okay wait. today sucked. LOL.
CIP finish alr going back to school raining like shiz man. Totally drenched. Oh well. Went to BTP, bought stuff then back. Later got tuition.
I no mood for anything lah. 4 nights in a row, sorry pillow.

Open the eyes of my heart.

2010-03-29T19:58:00.003+08:00

Booooooooooooooo. Last night was. Super super bad. I dont want to think :(
Ahhhh, this morning wasnt very good either. One glance & i super couldnt do anything. Damnnnnnn. First period Hum, sist knows me too well alr. She just walk in say one sentence. And then she said " Eh why so emo! " When i didnt even do anything. I smiled can. LOL. She's damn ass lah. Never show anything also know.
Weeeeell, lessons, miss sheetal sore throat so a bit hard to listen ah. LOL. Aft that was AMATH TEST. STUPID TEST. BIANG EH. :( Fail alr. Hahahaha. Thenthenthen was English. Super bored. Recess, i wish I could close my eyes. Haha. Aft that was chinese then bio. Watched annoying orange during bio. Hahaha. Choir today was shit cos we had to lead. Choir's super gonna die under us.
The reason why i shout so much is cos i cant tollerate noise. NOISE. -.-
Sheesh. But yeah. I'll be nice. Hahahaha. I was very nice to my sec 2 group okay. LOL. Yeh tomorrow's tuesday. assembly. Maybe there'll be stuff about England! LOL.
I hate my internet connection. Lol. :(

Whispers "Hello I miss you quite terribly"
I fell in love, in love with you suddenly
Now there's no place else I could be
but here in your arms.

When you're looking like that.

2010-03-28T21:05:00.003+08:00

Church today was fun, im glad I stayed back (: Hahaha aft lesson went to PGP w/ the guys and Eugene & Janelle. Haha, then when we came back, JAMMING ! :D :D :D
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. Damn fun. Went high. Eugene on drums, Ryan bass then I guitar and vocals. I wasnt plugged in but still. Damn fun. HAHAHAHA. Then baked cooooooookies when the rest got back. Hahaha, damn funny. 5 batches lah. So much sugar and butter. 1kg of butter. HOHO. Matt came halfway and squeezed my head really tight. Omg. LOLOL. He's crazy alr lah. Well, baked. Shannon came back so half way went to jam with him again, biang eh he stole the guitar ): And plugged it in to the amp. He made me play drums so. SHEEEEESH. But aya. very long nvr play alr. HAHAHA. Shannon crazy one. He told eugene " Eh dont play so boring lah, put the feel! Come I show you - starts playing like crazy (cos he's super freaking good) - okay now you play"
eugene and I were like, WTH . HAHAHA. He alwyas like that one. Play once then ask us to follow. Anyway. Cooooooookies. Hahaha. Yeah then went home. I LIKE JOSH'S SHIRT. Okay.
LOL. I missed the pf's a lot lah. Da ge & Xiao ge made me stayback. Er ge just said " You staying back ah!" HAHAHAHA.

Tomorrow got school ):

If I aint got you.

2010-03-27T14:20:00.001+08:00

MTDC last night was okay lah, both guy conductors not there so the boys got miss suzane ):
No fair. HAHAH we got miss angila. SHE PINCHED MEEEEEEEE. Roarh. Just so she could hear me say ouch. Sheesh.

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Heh just now got trashed by dad so yeh. Went to church this morning, singing on Thurs lo. Solo verse then 2 part harmony. Hahaha. He wants me to sing BLUES notes for If I aint got you. SIBEI HARD AHHHHHH. Alicia Keys ):
Im not as awesome as her okayyyyyyyy. No fair. LOL.
Tomorrow's church, yay!
Oh, and handover ceremony coming soon ah. Die lah. SERIOUSLY DIE LAH. Ying Hui and I were talking about it yesterday. Both say gg. LOL. Die lah.

Looking @ photos are just gonna make things worst. Ahhhhhh

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Break break , break break your heart.

2010-03-26T15:08:00.002+08:00

Haahah I miss England ):

Sports carnival! (: Went to watch frisbee, im very happyyyy. Get to watchhhhhhhhhhhhh. Hahahahha. But sometimes a bit sian lah. tchokball freaking nice to watch, esp 4A2 vs 4D1. it's like, volleyballers against the netballers + basketballers tgth. HAHAHA. Yeah, prize giving was super retarded cos Zhi yuan 2 gold's 2 silvers in 4 events, then we all like, the WHOLE class stood up for him. 4 times. LOLOL. Damn retarded right! HAHHA. Yeeehhhh.
Today i got whacked by a frisbee many times. Stupid elavaanil throw at me. Then Darren tried to block in. in the end both the frisbee and darren whacked me. HAHAHA then my arm turned red. But whatever lah. LOL. Sports carnival's more fun than lessons. AND GOT NO CHOIR!
But there's MTDC choir @ night. HAHAHA wth i dont feel likegoing. But aye, next friday dont have. PUBLIC HOLIDAY ! (:
I wna go out one day. Saturdayyyyyyyy? HAHAHA. Idk. Very long nvr go out alr. I miss TheCrew a lot okayyy. Boooooo.
Got loads of math i havent finished. I want ice cream.
Roarhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.

Hahaha.

2010-03-25T18:45:00.002+08:00

Im feeling like this right now. Get what I mean? Probably not.

& all I can do is dream.

2010-03-25T17:00:00.002+08:00

Ahh. Six feet under the stars makes me want to cry :(

Hahaha my blog looks really ugly with a big white space at the bottom. so i need to post longer.Morning wasnt very good, there wasnt a text at 6.25 like there used to be every morning. Idk whats going on anymore, i really really really dont want to care. ( but i cant help it ) First 2 periods double bio. Was kinda fun actually. Even though I was really really really tired. Hahaha. She gave us a break and we got to watch her dragon boating videos. Hahahah really really very funny. HAHA. Miss Li is super hiallarious lah. Very cute. Aft that was TPI, other people changed seats Samantha & I didnt need to. LOL. HAHAHA. Recess, met miss tnee aft that for England stuffs. Hahahah, very retarded lah. then back for HUM. Sist whacked me. Sheesh. Chinese was damn sian. REALLY. She suddenly asked me to answer a question wlao eh i super didnt know how to answer. Damn. LOL. but in the end I did. Lit after that, yay i like learning from the book lo, seriously.
Went for lunch, then homed. Yepyep.

something's wrong with my internet connection. Grrrrrrrrr.

Refreshment helper!

2010-03-24T17:30:00.002+08:00

HAHAH REFRESHMENT HELPER SOUNDS LIKE FRESHMEN. but whatever lah im still going for frisbee. Diedie must go. ): Well, today was kinda okay. surprised me that there wasnt grooming and attire check today. Hhhaha, yep. Bio first period, i think she forgot that we told here we were going to England cos she kept saying that some peopel didnt turn up for remedial and didnt give a reason. then when we raised hands she said those involved in GOH, one person sick, the rest idk....
WLAO EH :(
Anyway. Aft that was math. MATH MATH MATH everything's MATH. but thank goodness for math lesson lah, cos i have completely forgotten logs. Want to talk about surds? I almost forgot what they were. Damn math. Hahahahaha. Aft that CE, only ONE person in the whole half of the class did the drawing block thing. OWN LAH. But she didnt like, bao zha. which is goodz. next lesson then hand in. Recess was... yeah. yeahhhhh. okay whatever. Aft that was chinese, Han Jun is a failure at lying. HAHA. we tried to pretend the classroom was locked. But there was people inside lah. and that Pyo didnt drag on the time. So we had lesson. But wasted a lot of time since she took so long to come ANYWAY. Hahahaha. G @ coridoor. Hahahahha. Aft that Hum, STUPID SIST MAKE ME LAUGH SO MUCH. Cos of the teenage magazine. See peoples face super super cui. HAHAHA THEN GOT THE TWITTING AND STUFF WITH THE LOVE MESSAGES THING HAHAHAHA OMG. Super bad english. HAHAHAHAHA. Okay anyway. English was super sian, my jet lag hit the peak there man. Fell asleep while highlighting. HAHAHAHAHA. SERIOUSLY. And aft i closed my eyes i could hardly open them again. Homed, stuff. did only ex 3.2 for math ley. due tmr. i dont care. HAHA.
AMERICAN IDOL AND GLEE TODAY !

I miss England :(

Frisbeeeeeeeeeeeeee.

2010-03-23T17:36:00.002+08:00

Today was boring. Math, PE, Math. HAHAHA. Pe ran 6 rounds around ISH, like easy only ah, HAHAHAHA. Aft that frisbee and whatever. my name isnt on the notice board. but imgoing for frisbee idont care. Aft recess EL test then Lit. HAHAHA Lit was okay lah. I dont like doing the group work stufffz. oh well. Aft that went up to give glendon present then went back class collect report book, then study corner till 2. Hahahaha. Homed, lunch, room do chinese work. HAHAHHA . Im super super lazy to do work lah wth. math is due on thursday and i REALLY dont want to chiong tomorrow but. I will. LOL.

HAHAH MSN GOT PROBLEM.

WOOHOO ENGLAND !!

2010-03-22T20:58:00.003+08:00

SO PREETTTYY RIGHT.

Heh heh hello england was sooooooooooooooooooooooooooo awesome. Photos all going up on facebook now. Im super lazy to update lah.

www.city-literature.blogspot.com

Go there. Updates all there HAHAHAHAHAHA.
Chionging work now. hoho. Byebye.

autopost.

2010-03-13T13:17:00.000+08:00

EXACTLY ONE YEAR SINCE.

I gotta feelin.

2010-03-12T15:30:00.003+08:00

THAT TONIGHTS GONNA BE A GOOD NIGHT!!!

Heehee. Last night was a bad night. But tonight we're going to ENGLANDDDDD ! omg freaking excited. Hahahah. School was okay, super looking forward to going to the airport later. (:
Heh heh.
Im going to MIA till like, i think next Monday. And when I come back, I wont be sitting here typing, I'll be at my new place. so effectively this is the last time that im gonna sit in this house. Uh huh :(
Moving when im away so i'll go there straight when I arrive back. Home. Haahah. Im looking for songs. Hahaha. dw download. LOL.
Aye I still havent packed finish. im so so so freaking lazy. LOL.

Im gonna miss you.

Cos I wish you were here.

2010-03-10T16:41:00.001+08:00

This time I wonder what it feels like
To find the one in this life, the one we all dream of
But dreams just aren't enough

So I'll be waiting for the real thing
I'll know it by the feeling
The moment when we're meeting will play out like a scene
Straight off the silver screen

So I'll be holding my own breath right up 'til the end
Until that moment when I find the one that I'll spend forever with

'Cause nobody wants to be the last one there
'Cause everyone wants to feel like someone cares
Someone to love with my life in their hands
There's gotta be somebody for me like that

'Cause nobody wants to do it on their own
And everyone wants to know they're not alone
There's somebody else that feels the same somewhere
There's gotta be somebody for me out there

Tonight, out on the street, out in the moonlight
And you know this feels too right
It's just like déjà vu
Me standing here with you

So I'll be holding my own breath, could this be the end?
Is it that moment when I find the one that I'll spend forever with

You can't give up, looking for a diamond in the rough
You never know when it shows up
Make sure you're holding on
'Cause it could be the one, the one you're waiting on

'Cause nobody wants to be the last one there
And everyone wants to feel like someone cares
Someone to love with my life in their hands
There's gotta be somebody for me, oh

Nobody wants to be the last one there
And everyone wants to feel like someone cares
Somebody else that feels the same somewhere
There's gotta be somebody for me out there

How you love me now.

2010-03-10T16:29:00.002+08:00

Today almost late for schooooooooooool, heng ah. Chionged in. Yellow card somemore. HAHAHAHAHA. Hmm, assembly in hall cos of the rain, then Chem. HAHA CRYSTALS MY FOOT LAH. Super look like powder. Experiment failed. Math went to com lab, HAHAHAHA damn funny Mr Lee kept putting different people's screens on the visualiser. damn retarded. Aft that was English, siannnnnnnnn. Got so much work due. Like have time to do like that. Recess, hum. Sist went to sleep. Good. LOL. Chinese, bloody test only got 50. Biang eh. Somemore it's so obvious she was helping me pass one. Bio was okay, quite funny. Hahahahah. Aft that went to Mos w/ Ying Hui. Aud came, then went to thompson. Got the clothes then back here. Hahahahha, today got american idol and gleeeeeeeeeee (L)! ^^

Dont ask me why. I just do. But it doesnt really matter.

Wish I had a love like this.

2010-03-09T19:44:00.002+08:00

Hahahaha, emo nemo moments. I hate it when someone's standing so, so close to you and you cant do anything about it.

Hey Soul Sister.

2010-03-09T17:14:00.002+08:00

I wish I hadnt told anyone. Aye nvm, it's about time i update my private blog again. So.
Assembly today didnt show NG's but showed a video, wth make me cry lah :(
So. Double math, whole class sleeping. Heheh. Lit was funnnn, talktalktalk again. Recess, hah. I went to the drinks stall like, 3 times and always buying a lot. HAHAHA I BET THE AUNTY THINKS IM CRAZY. Actually i have no mood to type in caps. but I had to emphasize that. After that was HUM. Talked to sist, wlao then i cannot pay attention during lesson alr. Sheesh. Englishhhh, sian. but okay lah. then waited w/ Joel @ Study corner for Alicia, then the rest of the cast came ( HAHA LIKE REHEARSALS ) then went to eat @ Pizza Hut w/ Joel, Alicia, Joshua and EeLiang. Yep. Homed, now home alone. I dont think im having dinner. I have no mood.

I really dont know what to do anymore.

You said move on where do I go.

2010-03-08T19:15:00.002+08:00

Happy birthday Ben! Love ya. YAAAYYYY.

Okay so. today went to school early to do bio work. HAHAHAHA. that Joel lah, pon running then I cannot find him. :(
Yes, I saw you saw me see you. LOL. To whoever that might be (: Hahahaha.
Math first period, then double lit. HAHAHA TALKED ABOUT.. Omg. Nevermind. LOL. Recessssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss, see him so many times. sheesh. Anyway. After that was English. VERY BORING. Again. LOL. Chem went lab do experiment. SO OMG LAH. LOL.
Was late for choir but whatever, wong never come. Me and Zoe xing zai le huo when we made the whole choir squat down. only we 2 didnt. HAHAHAHA. NOT MY PROBLEM OKAY ZOE CALLED ME TO COME IN FRONT ONE. LOL.
HAHAHA so after choir, homed, here. I dont really care about math. Maybe I'll do it later. HAHAH.
TOMORROW SHOWING NG'S, DIE.

Gotta tell them that we love them when we get the chance to say.

GLee (L)

2010-03-07T18:15:00.003+08:00

HAHAHA OKAY SORRY I KNOW I SAID I'LL POST BUT IM DAMN LAZY.

MUSICAL WAS AWESOME. SO FREAKING AWESOME.
THANKS GUYS FOR THE ROSESSSS.

♥ GLEEEEEE :D Heehee.

DJ blow my speakers up.

2010-03-04T20:24:00.002+08:00

My blog is so dead I think it's gonna get cobwebs soon. So, went to school, 3 hours of Nat tan again. HAHAHA wlao eh everyone ps me then I one person sitting there by myself with 4 tables ley. LOL.
Anyway. So could listen lah. Cos was texting from 6.30am HAHAHAHA So yeah it was keeping me awake. Recess, then Math. SHE NEVER COME !!! Aft that was photo taking. As usual im the shortest, first row @ the end. After that was chineseeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. Then Litttttttttttttttttttttt then CE extra lesson. LOLOLOL. Went to eat @ Subway w/ the cast people, then back to school. Study corner for a while, then moved up to Ava. Im so gonna fail both my tests tomorrow. I totally dont have time to study :(((((((((((((((((((((

OHHHH NOOOOO MY BLOG IS EMPTY AT THE BOTTOM COS ALL MY POSTS ARE SO SHORT !!!!! NOOOOOOOOOO.
Looks so ugly.
HAHAHAHAHAHHA. I need to start posting long posts alr lah.
I have been texting for like 14 hours non stop. And now moved back to msn from last night. HAHAHAHA. Awesome man.

Tomorrow's rehearsals are going to end @ 8? Very very shag. :((((((((((((
I still need to write the thing for the enewsletter. I HAVE NEVER EVEN HEARD OF IT BEFORE.
Mousehuntmousehuntmousehunt.
AYE TOMORROW GOT 2 TESTSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS.

Im gonna die.

Try.

2010-03-03T18:47:00.003+08:00

Okay i decided not to post long. Hahahaha. PE was okay lah, Mrs Sam was nice to me. Captains ball own lah. LOL. Just keep scoring and scoring. (:
School was okay, but im just sad I didnt stay back to study. Missed the brilliant view :( JHAHAHAHAHA. Hmm.
Problems. About musical. Die. Nvm, with God nothing is impossible. (:
My posts are super short. but sure after England i'll post loads okay. HAHAHAHAHA.
Yeah come online sooooooon!

I hope school's empty tomorrow.

2010-03-01T19:58:00.002+08:00

Dont want to talk about today. Got grooming and attire check again.
Tomorrow what you see during assembly has nothing to do with reality i swear.

My blog has cobwebs.

2010-02-28T18:31:00.002+08:00

HAHAH okay im exagerating but yeah very long nvr post alr. Very very busy cos of comitments and stuff :(
Rehearsals have been damn damn damn damn shag. Add SUPER SHIT SHAG PE LESSONS IN THE MORNING = Death.
Yeah man. LOL. Oh well. Musical's THIS sat!!! Damn nervous. :( Hope loads of people are gonna come. Im so gonna fail my tests can. No time to study either. Monday got Bio test. Aya that one nvm one lah LOL.

Tsk in my head there's always so much to post cos im in the moment and then now there's nothing to type. I love American Idol (:

HAHAHAHAHAHA.

2010-02-24T16:37:00.002+08:00

Okay I saw the thing on facebook alr HAHAHAHAH DAMN FUNNY HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH.
Schooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooool is boring :(
REHEARSALS ARE TIRING.
LIFE SUCKS.

HAHAHAHAHA okay no nvm im not some emo nemo kia anymore. I want 700 facebook friends. STOP TYPING FCBK OKAY IT JUST LOOKS WRONG.
Yeah. I want 700 facebook friends. Cos it's a nice number. But I only have 619 :( Maybe I'll spam add. HOHO. I dont feel like blogging about school cos it's just so boring.

GET WELL SOON MEL! :D

Yeahyeahyehahhh. Today got American Idol and Glee im so HAPPY. LOL.
My twitter's only alive so I can follow people. HAHHAHA.
I think im gonna get sore throat soon. Which is no good. Cos musical is coming soon. I really really hope people can come. *hinthint*

GAC.

2010-02-22T19:55:00.002+08:00

Thanks Darren for the present :D

STOP THE GROOMING AND ATTIRE CHECKS !!!
so irritating.
today's double lit was awesomeeeeeeeee ^^ HAHAHAHA. Actually. Not as much. Only the first period. LOLOL. Hmmm. Aft recess was super super sian. Fell asleep during chem. Tmr during rehearsals I need to study alr. LOL. Yeah choir was very very sian. Had to lead sectionals. Sec 1 juniors are fun. :D
AHHAHA Sist's meimei. Hmm. I need to learn the stupid song for assembly tmr. AHHHHHHHH.

YAAAY.

2010-02-21T16:56:00.004+08:00

Just finished watching GI Joe :D
Super nice yaaaaaaaaaaaay thanks xiaoge. LOL. I still have Dragon Ball on my com. LOL. Lazy to post lah, just very tired these few days. Musica rehearsals are damn draining but Im sure I'll miss it when it's over so yeha, gotta treasure every one :D The ending dance is really really fun. I hope people can come to watch (: LOL.
HAHA OMG MY WHOLE COM JUST HANG-ED. I cant use hung in this situation cos it's weird.
I miss BTPS peeps.
:(
I think I'll go play love me on the piano. Cos it's fun.
Went to the new house today. It's so echo-y. Cos there's nothing in all 2 1/2 storeys. HAHAHAHA. AND MY ROOM ISNT THAT BIG LO PLEASE. Just a bed and drumset,guitar(s),amp,keyboard. Dont need table. HAHAHAHA. Desk can put somewhere else. YAAAAAAAAAAAYHHH.
Okay im bored. There's double lit tmr. Woohoo.
Ciaoz.

Im gonna kill Antony.

2010-02-18T21:26:00.003+08:00

HAHAHAHAH Antony is such a meanie beanie. Okay whatever.
Today was kinda awesome lah yeah. I meant. Not the first half. 2 hours of chem then TPI. Went to make IC, HAHAHAH YEAHMAN we got extended recess. Then math, chinese, lit. :D
WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOHHHHHHHHHHHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
ENGLAND ! ENGLAND !
Yay. So went out w/ the girls, tlaktalktalktalktalk, Rehearsals. Kinda okay alr lah, But still stress.
TMR GOT A MATH TEST LEY SURE DIE.
THEN GOT MTDC.
WTH :(

I love glee.
I want to sing like that. Really. It makes me cry knowing that I dont sing like that. Im SO gonna practice man. Cos American Idol rocks too.
AARON KELLY, ALEX LAMBERT, ANDREW GARCIA.
TRIPLE A.
WOOOHOO (L)

HAHA.

2010-02-17T18:54:00.001+08:00

There's a reason why tiongxim always die. Cos they always go for the heartless ones.

Come on rude boy boy if you're big enough.

2010-02-17T17:34:00.003+08:00

HEH. Today super no mood for school lo. HUM sheetal didnt come so slacked w/ Simin, the relief teacher damn irritating. LOL. PE ran 3 rounds, did worst today. :( SIGH.
Played ball and stuff hoho. Bought drink, borrowed 10cents from Lucas. HAHAHA. Then MT was quite okay la did work. Yep. Aft that went down to 2A3 return Lucas. He was like, wth 10cents only! HAHAHAHAHAHA.
Whatever. I feel weird owing people money like that.Omg. HAHAHA yeah. Recess, Joel is damn anti-hafiz mannnnnnnn. LOLOLOL.
Aft that was CE, I like CE :D
English went over the paper thing, 17/25. She says its very good. Really meh. HAHAHA. Compared to the highest 18 yes lah, but. REALLY MEH?!
Sian. Aft that was Chem. Talked it out w/ Han Jun. Yeah. NatTan keep scolding me. WHATEVERRR. LOL.
Tomorrow is gonna suck cos we got 3 periods straight of Natalie Tan and then Math and Chinese. At least there's lit.
Omg what happened to HUMANITY man. WHY ARE WE BEING TORTURED LIKE THIS?!
Sheeeeeeeeeeeesh.

Tsk after talking so much about you today I realised I havent really let go.
I read my diary, which is always a bad thing to do. Haha.
IrealisedIstilllikeyou.
Haha but i want you to be happy.
This sucks.

Since when was Valentines fun.

2010-02-16T18:22:00.003+08:00

Haha I just realised. today makes 1 year w/o NNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN.
Yah. NNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN. LOL.

Haha look @ my last year's v.day post lah. See how happy I was. Haha I think it's a bit obvious.

Whats so good about valentines day? Shouldnt couples want to spend every single day together with their loved one? Should they give each other gifts constantly, go out on dates regularly and tell each other " I love you " every day? Arent love songs being written everyday? Shouldnt you treasure him/her every day?
What makes 14Feb so special.
This year again, people coming to me, telling me about how the girl of their dreams rejected them, or asking how to start a conversation with someone they like. Isnt it the same thing every year. And every year I have to solve their problems before i can even think about mine.

Yeah, for the musical I used to be able to say " Okay Kathy, the person up there is ___ and not Zack. Remember that" Haha, now if I think that way, I'd just slap him.
Try feeling like that the next valentines day. When you want so badly to be loved, to be cared for, for someone else at least to make you feel good. Try remembering that the only person that you loved so so much, who you were even willing to die for, has changed so much, and now even if you want to love him, you cant.
Try feeling like that.
Try holding in your emotions every year just the people you care for can be happy.
Try not having anything at all to hold on to.

I wish people would stop changing for at least a while.